Don’t worry, Be Happy =)

I want to always smile

I’ve been mistreated I will just smile..
I’ve been taken for granted, I will just smile..
Im not financially secured, I will just smile..

Hopefully all the smiling will help me to be a better person.

Holy month of Ramadan

Hi everyone. I have not been feeling well the past few days. And I can see how the rage and anger has taken over me in my previous post (blushing). I cannot handle anger very well. I think I have to sign up for anger management class. Ha ha.

I just want to tell you guys what I want to do during this holy month
.. I want to khatam insya Allah twice
..I want to perform tarawikh prayer in the mosque in Malaysia (I haven't got the chance to do it since last year =(
..I want to control all my anger and channel it to the right way but I still haven’t discovered how.
..Be more generous
..Be more tolerate
..Smile to everyone

Insya Allah, this year will be much better than last year, Aamiin..

Ammar

Ammar can walk now!!
Im so happy!!

Ramadan Al Mubarak

Ramadan Kareem!

YOU.

I just hate it when people don’t seem to bother bout other people’s feeling and sometimes they just keep repeating the same mistake though they realized that the action will make me unhappy.

I just hate it when the person who is supposed to know me better keeps ignoring my feeling.

I really hate it when someone makes up excuses for their silly mistakes.

I really hate it when I cannot do anything whenever I feel like all the anger is bottled up inside me.. It’s killing me!!

I feel like throwing up the moment I see her face!!

I just hate you!!
I hate you!!

Please don’t disturb me anymore!!

to stay or not to stay

last night we had a pretty serious discussion on whether or not we can bear to live in indonesia for a long term. After the discussion with aj couldn’t stop thinking which place is the best for us. Malaysia or Indonesia? Here I list down pros and cons of staying in Malaysia and Indonesia

Indonesia
Pros
·Cheap stuff
·More savings.
·It makes us closer as a family =)
·Best downhill track
·We don’t have to pay for the rent, electricity bills, water.Whatever we need, they’ll provide it for us as long as it is a necessity

Cons
·The road condition is really bad
·The surrounding area will not improve because of the mentality of the people here
·The traffic here is so bad and its killing aj.


malaysia
Pros
·I can see my parents whenever I want to
·Civilization

Cons
·High cost of living
·We have to pay for almost everything
·Less savings

That’s all I can think of right now. I really feel bad for aj as he’s driving on his own in Indonesia. I wish I can drive him sometimes but it’s too dangerous. It’s not the driving part that I’m afraid of but it’s the traffic. You will know if you’ve come to my place ;)

Until next entry, da!

Introduction please..

I’ve never introduced my family to you formally. So here I am introducing my little family to all my readers.

I am a 25 years old mom who’s currently working in Jakarta with my husband. Hubby, AJ is one year older than me. We have been married for 2 yrs +. And we have been blessed with a beautiful baby boy (who’s no longer a baby from my point of view) named Ammar. He was born on the 5th June 2008.

Ammar has been a very round a chubby boy. Most people who met him when he was still 3 months thought he was twice his age. He weighed 3.47kg when he was born, and he fully breastfeed ever since. Ammar started to crawl when he was 5 months +. He started to walk when he was 1 year +.

*Currently he couldn’t walk due to some minor accident happened in playground one week ago. I’m just hoping that he will be able to walk sooner. I’m kinda missed him walking hand in hand with me.

Till next entry, da!